Saturday, July 15, 2006
Watched Juniors game against nanyang yesterday after school.
It does not matter that they lost. it is the feeling that i get after watching their game.
i only have one thing to say : the team is in good hands, and i can leave with a peace of mind.
my juniors have grown into a better and stronger team than us. and i believe that they will outshine us, in both performance and in team spirit. and for that, i am proud of all of them. i am glad to have them as our successors. it was so touching to see how they worked together and how they bonded. this is a team. this is hurricanes. this is us. nothing can ever top what i felt yesterday.
and unice, i'm glad you took over second base in my place. =D it's sacred. continue defending our sacred position. =D i'm proud of you.
softball is my past, and it's not going to be my future. i managed three base hits and home runs before but i know i will not go far as an athlete. i'm not like daddy xy who is born with athletic genes. i'm not born with a genius brain either. let's just say i'm still finding the thing that i'm good at. --> talk crap. yeah. lol.
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My head is full of questions right now.
I cannot feel anything but anger and annoyance.
I'm not jealous about grandma biasness towards my cousins. i don't give a damn.
it's her overprotectiveness over them that i cannot stand.
look at what they have become, grandma.
they have become guys who cannot survive army training. they have become adults who are of no use to the society. they have become children who do not respect and care about their elders.
but i don't blame them at all, not one bit. i sympathise them. i pity them for having such an asshole for a father.
the whole family is happily looking forward to my brother's wedding, and you have to come into the picture and get the attention from everyone for getting a divorce. i think aunt's decision for divorcing you right now is in fact, too late. she should have done it earlier. now my dad, instead of preparing for my brother's wedding, has to fuss and worry about the stupid idiotic moronic you and your stupid divorce. and what did you do? when everyone is worried about your divorce, you find some new girlfriend who is equally as idiotic or even more moronic than you for actually choosing to be with you, and you fly off to don't know where for a holiday trip. you are really a bastard you know that?
i think even a new born baby is more mature than you lo.
cause i believe everyone else has a bigger heart than you.
you only think about your insignificant useless self.
and i really think your skin is darn thick. your girlfriend's skin is even thicker.
and i wish you can scram out of my house soon. i have my limits.
you asshole.
i'm giving my parents and grandma face for keeping quiet for a month.
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Khris' obsession with jap reminds me of how much i used to dream about becoming mrs keita furuya. haha.
but after i realised that it is going to be 99.999999999 percent impossible, that hope just sort of disappeared.
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111 days to O level.
The world cup's fever is gone.
So yeah, the table beside me in class is no longer surrounded by people, otherwise known as a word starting with "G".
anyway, it's much peaceful now.
was damn dizzy this morning thanks to the bus driver.
met yubing on the way and helped her take her book so that i can take the lift with her.
spent today's chinese lesson playing hangman with bud, khris, elaine and chun yip.
the most gao xiao part was bud's ai ping cai hui ying and rong shu xia.
then the enrichment lesson today was physics so it was totally none of our business and we played hangman again, this time with a bigger group.
it was really nice to take a break from all the things that made you crazy right now and do something fun with your friends. you know, when it was so stressful, even hangman looks fun.
the same concept like when you are hungry, any food looks good and tastes good.
gotta study for bio test tmw.
and i think tmw's time table rocks.
double period social studies and double period history back to back.
three periods of english
wow.
i will try to stay awake.
给我你的爱 让我陪着你去未来
给我你的爱 手拉着手不放开
就算地球毁灭 来不及流泪
只愿你的记忆里 有我的拥抱
sorry to make you feel like you're not needed all the time
i'm just too used to being alone
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