Thursday, April 13, 2006
Hello!
I've been hardworking, really.
And yeah, supposed to be umpiring the game with the teachers today, but yeah... some problems cropped up.
I really don't know what to say anymore, man.
I mean, I really hope the team will stand strong after we step down.
But I see nothing from my juniors.
It is so disappointing.
How do you expect us to step down confidently and leave you guys to ensure that the team is in good hands?
Simple things also cannot do properly.
Everything must rely on seniors.
It's time to grow up, juniors, please.
I'm feeling really peaceful.
My mind is focused on mid year.
I will work hard to get all the distinctions that i can get.
For myself, for my parents.
Must thank my SHI FU!
Thank her for motivating me.
=D
lalalalalala
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Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Life's been normal.
Normal for a sec 4 student, yeah.
Time is moving super fast.
I really cannot believe it sometimes.
I have seen my brother, cousins, friends going through this sec 4 stage and right now, I'm going through it myself.
Haven't been having Softball for like a week already.
Missed it so much.
Suddenly feel like my life's becoming dull without Softball.
It's school, lessons, remedials, extra lessons, tests, books, home, study again and bla bla bla.
Let's take an example.
During a super boring lesson, your mind start to drift away to something after school. Yup. Softball. Then, in like a month's time, it suddenly occur to you that you're not supposed to go training anymore. And that you are not going to wear that jersey and play with the team again.
Unlike some of them, I don't have training on weekends, cause DUH, I'm not good enough.
Dad is right. I don't have the talent in sports, and I won't go far playing sports. It's still an important part of me, but I finally realise that I should focus on what I should be doing and set my goals for the future. Some of my teammates may take what I have said here wrongly. But I hope you guys will understand. I have my other dreams too.
About playing Softball again in JC, I'm really not sure now.
It depends whether I really end up in JC or I should just take the management course in poly.
To say the truth, I don't know.
And ya.
Finally there's something that made me feel better today.
This complicated feeling within me is gone.
and i hope my friends will stop talking about it.
I really do not want it.
I really do not feel it.
So please, don't talk about it anymore.
The joke is going too far.
If what you said is true, Khris, then it's not very good if we continue to take it as a form as entertainment, you get me?
yeah. and to bud too.
The haze is starting to disappear slowly.
My mind's becoming clearer and clearer day by day.
I feel so calm now.
Serenity
Peace
the way i like it
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Monday, April 10, 2006
I hate the feeling of being misunderstood.
So darn upset lo.
S is one teacher who judges students by what they do wrong.
Meaning, fail test = bad student with a bad attitude
hello? are you blind? i have a clean record, not like i always get into trouble for stuff.
If you don't know a person well enough, you have no right to judge him/her. understand?
everyone has his or her own strengths, and it just so happen that my weakness is the subject that you teach. what makes you think i didn't put in any effort to do well?
Life isn't about success, excellence or being no 1, it's about giving your best in everything so that you won't let yourself down.
I feel like kicking your ass, really.
Seriously, teachers are not perfect either. and please get your facts right and listen to explanations before you say anything alright?
you are not always correct, you know?
Damn.You ruined my day.
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