Wednesday, February 01, 2006
I really have to blog this down
And I hope all my mates will see what i wrote here.
It's like I don't know where to start.
Everytime something that is not-so-good happens, we break down, crumble and fall, instead of staying together. This makes me think twice about what i wrote in my last entry. The unity in us. Just now, I see no unity at all.
Yes, we did not manage to finish our throws, but the point here is about fighting together. You encourage instead of blaming the other person, you give her confidence instead of putting her down, you don't shout at her for making mistakes, you talk to her so that she does not give up. This is not about shattering her fragile heart. I was so upset when you said that. I was upset too, when you threw your glove and just start to run. I know you are disappointed, everyone is. But as the leader, you don't show it. We look up to you as our source of support. Think about it. Everyone is just as pissed as you are, and instead of controlling, you let your feelings show. No. You just have to be stronger than everyone else. You have to be there for everyone in the team. You have to talk to them, share their thoughts, their feelings, their pressure, everything.
I was not in the right mood myself, but seeing my teammates' faces fall one by one hurts me even more.
It is okay to make mistakes during training. We are all tired and we know we can finish the throws. So let us learn from our mistakes, and make it up in the next training.
For coach, for our teachers, and for ourselves.
we live to play the game, remember?
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Monday, January 30, 2006
Happy Chinese New Year to all!
=D
hope you guys've enjoyed yourselves these few days.
and HUGE thanks to my grandma!
I'm sick of being misunderstood.
People always see the bad side of things and then get upset over it, instead of finding out the real reason why before flaring up and blame everything on other people.
Stop and think. Try to understand. And please, you cannot judge something just because of one factor. You have to have more prove. Didn't you study history and ss? You have to write down both sides of the argument and you have to have at least three evidences to support your stand.
And why can't you trust us a bit more? 4 years of friendship doesn't mean anything to you is it?
Like why are you always thinking we are doing all the bad things? I am patient enough to talk to you about it all the time, but my efforts went down the drain everytime. Cause you just don't want to believe us. Unity is about trust as well, you know. Just because of one simple thing and you question our unity? Talking about disappointment, you are not the only one who is disappointed. Our bond is stronger than what you think. Don't always push the blame to us, alright? I'll prove it to you. Our unity is there, all the time. Believe it or not, it's your choice. It's whether you want to see it or not.
Anyway, yesterday was chu yi.
So yeah, spent the evening at grand's place at aljunied.
Played cards.
I just discovered I am so bad at tai tee.
Or maybe Derniese, Sean, Sherman and Glenn were just too good.
Or maybe it's just my luck with cards.
Whatever.
I play tai tee once a year, what to do?
Ashley resembled Gerald a lot, i noticed, now that he's four years old.
DUH, they are father and son.
-.-'''
It was so gaoxiao.
He gave me a sweet, then i thought he so nice and sweet, until i found out he wanted me to keep it so that he can ask for it from me when his grandma is not around.
haha.
and he was running around the house the whole night.
it was dinner time and we are playing cards upstairs.
then granma told us to go downstairs and eat
we did not budge cause we wanted to finish the game first.
then ashley messed up the whole stack of cards and told us to go eat dinner downstairs.
LOL.
i think he can go be an army officer next time.
Officer Ashley Alexander Lim
Today went to Mr Yeo's house.
Got Mr Liu, eddy ng, miss lim and mr see as well.
AXIOS IS SO CUTE!!!
SOOOOO SSOOOOOO CUTE!
then mr liu sang for us while playing the guitar
mr yeo sang his bb theme song.
then mr yeo showed us this video
so sweet lo.
i think mr yeo and shi mu are like this best model couple.
one in a zillion, i think.
i just have one word to say
WOW
if only next time my story will be just as touching and beautiful.
then after that went tiong with ser and khris.
ate thai express.
the salad was SO HOT.
my lips were burning
gulped down two glasses of water
went home
left one english compre to do.
and study chem and bio test
that chng peck hoon hor, walao,
at first say have bio test, then say don't have, then say maybe have.
sometimes i am really convinced she don't even know what she is talking about.
haiz
jay liew's chem wksht is so hard to understand.
calling for help from my ahgong, teo chee wee!!
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