Saturday, March 11, 2006
Yup.
Khris ended her secondary school debating journey yesterday by winning Best Speaker =D
Although it is not the ending that you wanted, but at least you had a great twist at the end.
My journey is beginning as soon as term 2 starts.
It's my last tournament as Hurricane Eveyy.
Nationals, here we come!
Our opponents : AES, Nanyang, GMS, New Town, Orchid Park, and TKGS.
And yeah.
No regrets.
Our perfect game.
Let's do it.
Speaking about so near yet so far, our nationals last year was devastating, especially the game with GMS.
We were angry, blamed them for snatching our dream away from us.
But deep in our hearts, we all knew that we could only blame ourselves for not being strong enough, for not believing in ourselves and in one another, and for letting a simple thing affect us.
What could have been ours.
What could have been our glory instead of theirs.
It taught us a lesson though.
Sometimes it does not take skills to win a game.
It's our hearts.
How much we want to win the game, and how much the game means to us as well as how far we are willing for the game.
It's not just a game, it's THE GAME.
Meanwhile, tomorrow will be B Div's first and second SRC tournament game of the year.
8.30 against Orchid Park and 11 against Peicai.
Old opponents.
Hopefully, we can make it to the finals.
It's time to practise our secret weapons, people.
Don't hide it anymore.
It's time for the world to see it.
=D
cause we know we can.
Gotta sleep early tonight.
Cause 7 am must reach kallang.
Last but not least,
Congrats to C Div Juniors for their first victory!
7-2 against Crescent.
=D
keep it up sweeties!
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Friday, March 10, 2006
Dinner tonight is lousy man.
not the food.
but the fact that i cannot even enjoy my dinner after an exhausting day.
my parents were like totally unhappy with my results.
and yeah, I was feeling lousy as well.
I mean, I really care about my studies and future.
And I'm really trying hard to get good marks.
I'm not the kind who heck care about grades, you know.
But why drag Softball in again?
Like everytime they say, Softball is just your leisure activity, and your friends will not be there for you anymore when you leave school and everything.
But the thing is, Softball and my friends are the ones who are always around me at the present moment.
Softball is why I have dreams, Softball is why I have the courage to pursue my dreams, Softball is why I am happy, Softball helps me forget my loneliness.
My friends may not be forever, but they are with me right now.
And when I'm sad and unhappy, they are the ones that i turn to.
They are the ones who understand how i feel.
We cry and laugh and play together. It means everything to me right now.
Softball is why I have life.
I know you are disappointed in my results this term.
But give me another chance.
I'll prove it.
To you both, to kor, and to everyone else.
I'm not useless.
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Thursday, March 09, 2006
*updated*
In Com Lab 3 right now.
Did English quiz.
the period before this was pe.
Chee did this passing baton assessment.
Got 7/10.
whatever la...
I'm getting restless.
Khris is beside me right now,
talking about how great a philosopher is..
yeah.
then she forced me to say i miss somebody.
what that person says or does is none of my business la.
as a schoolmate, i have nothing against him.
and yeah, just because he's a good person, doesn't mean i must go like him or what lo, khris.
unlike you, you see the surname that you like then you go and like that person.
HAHA
except for me,ser and daniel.
LOL.
lalalalalalala
is this the way you want it?
=)
http://kevan.org/johari?name=eveyy
please help me do this thing.
thanks! =D
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Tuesday, March 07, 2006
I'm just so tired...
Mind's not in the right place.
There's just something wrong but even I myself don't know what.
I'm so glad there is not any essay test, cause with the state my mind is in right now, even if my imagination is working, my heart is not in it. And a piece of work without putting my heart and soul into it, is rubbish.
Whenever I'm falling asleep in class, I'll turn around, stretch out my hand for some massage.
I was about to do that just now, but then i remembered, not exactly on speaking terms right now.
Don't know why la. I just don't feel like talking. It's like you know you promised someone something, and then you didn't manage to fulfil it? Then you don't have the courage to face them and everything. And you were punishing yourself for letting them down. Blaming yourself for being such a loser. Like you are not fit to even stand beside them. What will you do? They've done whatever they can for you. And you? You cannot even run 3.5 km. Eveline, you're really a loser. What is a useless piece of shit like you doing in this world?
Guys, please hate me.
I'll feel better.
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Emotional week.
Have you ever feel like a loser?
When you are nowhere here nor there?
Like whenever you do things,trying to achieve something, exams or whatever other stuff, either you are the lousy or there's always people better than you.
When you are not good at anything you do, you start to question your useless self.
Why can't you be special for something?
Anyways, I've been thinking loads for the past few days.
And yeah, forget it.
I forgot that I don't really care about acknowledgements.
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