Thursday, November 24, 2005
Finally a day at home to rest.
Was reading some blogs.
Everyone of us always insist that we are right and the other person is wrong.
And no matter what, you refuse to be the one who gives in first.
You refuse to put down your pride and just apologise and let the matter go.
There is always a flaw in human beings.
She has hers and you have yours.
And when both of your flaws are of the same kind, god knows what will happen if both of you are at loggerheads with one another.
When neither of you wants to take a step back, what do you want the rest of us to do?
I am really trying very hard, can't you see?
I know you are just trying to make me go all out but you should give me time right?
I have not been playing there for a year!
The thing with you and me is, we are exact opposites.
You have your own way of doing things, i have mine.
You cannot just blame me that way.
Do you know how angry and upset I was?
I don't have to give in all the time.
I'm not your second.
Your words can be really hurting sometimes.
You can comment on any one of us and we cannot comment on you.
I am really trying to understand you, so can you respect me?
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
I am so tired and dirty and sticky
Just came home from lunch with coach, ang cece and angie.
Ate at the thai muslim there opposite beauty world.
Curry chicken and fish head.
superbly delicious, although i think i ate more of the rice instead.
Why we end up there for lunch?
Let me see.
Since our dear school refused to open up our SOFTBALL FIELD for our training, we have to go to chij bukit timah to train.
I mean like, they even call the field soccer field when there is not even a school soccer team. Come on man. We had won medals for the school and they took away our only place to train.
Do you know how pathetic it is to just train on the pathetic volleyball court?
Like what the hell.
And when the SOFTBALL field was in good condition, some guys just went inside and play soccer. excuse me, you kick the ball or you kick the grass?
I really cannot stand the school. Which side they are bias towards, it's so obvious.
So unfair.
We should just put Hurricanes at the back of the jersey instead of the school name.
anyway, ya so went to chij bukit timah to train.
today's s training was okay ba.
finally some fielding on the field and situational play.
man, i really gotta put my glove on the ground and my eyes on the ball. stupid bad habit of not doing so.
come on eveline, you can!
so the field is all muddy and wet
then we played against one another.
i will not tense up even though i have two strikes on me. i will still eye the ball and everything.
but the balls that i hit are so lousy. i think i need to change my batting position. maybe go a little lower and stabilise both legs. next training i'll try.
i'm really sorry i kind of get restless during the last inning.
i should persevere till the end.
i should encourage my teammates.
but it's so hard to be the one supporting when all around you see "i'm so bored" faces of your teammates.
i really don't know what else to do.
cause it's all in the nature of humans.
what should i do?
anyway we ended training like around 1?
so i rushed to je to meet khris to go register at the tuition centre.
then rushed back to bukit timah to meet cec they all for lunch.
i miss you
i need you
but i will have to live without you
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