Friday, February 10, 2006
Can I say it's the best birthday gift ever?
The whole day today, I was like mumbling, "please don't ruin my birthday". I did everything to make myself feel less nervous.
God answered my prayers.
and for that,
Thank You for the a1.
I was like "Lao shi don't tell me my results, let me see it for myself!"
And then I just looked at the result slip and started to bang the wall and cried.
So Khris and I were like two mad idiots who were crying and laughing at one corner beside the control room in the auditorium.
I did not plan to cry,really.
The feeling is like when you put down this super heavy stone that you have been carrying for a very long time.
and yes, hard work does pay off well.
For my friends who did not get the score that they want, don't be upset. It's not the end yet, you still have a chance. As long as you don't give up, you still have a chance. Pull yourselves together, alright?
we will be right by your side cheering you on.
just 2 hours and 53 more minutes to go...
going to watch movie tmw at jp with gang.
=D
suddenly i feel contented with what i have right now
it's a miracle when you are anticipating something bad to happen, and then in the end the result is actually better than what you had expected.
and OHYA I ALMOST FORGET
CRYSTAL LEE
YOUR BET!
don't forget
cause ser and i will always be reminding you.
say, how about next tuesday?
and ya, you are having your debate now
JIA YOU!!
must make it to finals
and i will try to be there
=DD
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Thursday, February 09, 2006
Counting down.
First is the release of O level results.
Thinking about it just makes me feel sick.
I'm like trying hard to not think about it and convince myself that I am going to do good.
But I just don't have that confidence that I did well for that paper, especially after the xiao ding dong oral.
I hate the feeling of anticipation.
Especially for results.
God, please bless me.
Let it be a good birthday for me this year.
Yeah, the O level results have to come up one day before my birthday.
It is alright if the result is what I want.
Sighs...
Birthday will be just me and good friends.
at my house with a nice meal.
It's really rare if you and your good friend shares the same birthday.
Happy Birthday to YUNI too!!!
=D
it will be a good birthday for us yeah?
THE BEST WAY TO PREDICT THE FUTURE IS TO CREATE IT.
thanks a lot pal!
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Sunday, February 05, 2006
Tests Tests Tests
One after another day after day week after week month after month
to prepare ourselves for the huge one in November
O level chinese results coming out
I don't wanna think about it
It makes me sick
But it's like I don't have the mood for tests and exams right now
In my head there's only the tournament.
It's not a big deal for others, but for the softballers, it's a battle.
and I want to know,
if you guys will cheer for me like how you cheered for them when they have a match and a performance.
but hey, i think you guys may not even have a clue that my first match is just 10 days away.
then again, you guys are not obliged to do so.
thing is, you guys never did.
maybe you guys just don't know how important and how anxious i am before every game.
like how much thinking i need to do to calm myself down.
it's alright.
i have my teammates with me, and the sans too.
anyway, went to coach's house for dinner and stayed overnight with the rest.
played anti-monopoly and slept in this two comfy bed cum sofa joined together.
ate and slacked around a lot.
training's been very serious in my point of view.
and we finished our fifty throws.
i just love my team.
and there's no reason why.
cause i just do.
and that,
is definitely true.
i think when you have no reason for loving someone or something, that is the real true love.
i'll miss softball and coach and juniors after i graduate.
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