Friday, March 03, 2006
Just got back from orchard
Watched Big Momma 2 with JJ, xueli, jp,siaun and nic.
The movie sort of cheered me up a little
Cross Country this morning
So i can wave bye bye to the medals again
Excuse is, everytime there is a cross country, i don't feel well.
I just cannot run long distance.
So there i was thinking,
I am such a loser.
What kind of athlete am I?
But the thing is,
I don't give a damn about the medals that much.
I'm just upset about something.
I was blaming myself for letting them down and everything and i think they were somewhere else sitting down drinking water engrossed in their group cheer (without me by the way).
I am happy for them. But know what? I can't bring myself to smile.
I clapped and cheered because I was putting on a brave front.
Deep inside I feel like going somewhere, I just don't want to stay there.
I was not annoyed, nor angry.
Even the word disappointed could not match what I am feeling now.
The word upset was too light a word to describe.
I am lost.
I thought we are the world's best teammates.
You guys proved me wrong today.
Yeah.
When the only thing that motivated me to continue running despite my injury was you guys cheering for me at the finish line. but no. you guys didnt.
you guys pushed a cripple down the stairs when the lift is not working.
that's how i felt.
blame myself for believing in you guys too much
too much that i hurt myself
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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
As promised,
this is my blog title for the day:
WE FINALLY ENDED OUR WEST ZONE TOURNAMENT JOURNEY WITH THE RETARDED UMPIRE
yeah.
say whatever you want, just in case you don't know, I do have sportsmanship, and i am a pretty patient person. but against a retarded umpire, i really don't have anything to say.
If you have eyesight problem, PLEASE PLEASE PRETTY PLEASE DON'T be an umpire.
and to the umpire, I just have one thing to say:
I don't like you
Anyway,
we got our Silver trophies just now.
And although we were like opponents in the diamond and everything,
but SOFTBALLERS UNITE!! in heart and in soul
=D
I passed A maths and failed E.
not suprising at all.
27/40 for A maths and 13/30 for E maths
I am one of the few people who thinks A maths is easier than E.
and one of the few who like A maths and do well for A maths and hate E maths and didn't do very well for E.
Then took photos with everyone.
WEST ZONE SOFTBALL ROCKS!!
then went to eat with gang.
OH
I was not feeling very well today as well.
Was lying in the sick bay for 1/2 hour then and felt very bored so i decided to go back to class.
anyway, i really felt a lot better now
thanks for all your concern guys!
=D
will be announcing the news to the school tomorrow.
=D
nan hua sports all the way!!
conceal this feeling inside of me
this thing i felt for you.
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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Current mood: sleepy
Havent been able to sleep well for a very very long time.
School's been stressful and everything.
Have been pushing myself real hard but things didn't really go the way i wanted to.
We lost our B div gold to nanyang yesterday.
Defence was fab, really.
Our team really has the strongest and most stable defence.
If only our attack is better.
I mean, we can hit far like nobody's business outside a game and when we really have to hit far during the game, we cannot do it.
I was on the verge of crying yesterday but I held it back.
I mean, there is nothing to be disappointed about.
Putting aside attack,
our defence was awesome and yubing was pitching very nicely, everyone was alert and doing our job well.
Let's just face the fact that we really have to work on our attack.
We will defeat mgs tomorrow and get our silver medal.
The silver medal will motivate us to work even harder for a national medal.
Hurricanes will not give up and lose heart over nanyang, right?
=D
our love for the game will overcome any difficulties, remember that.
We have the world's best coach, world's best teachers and mentors, and world's best teammates.
Put it all behind you and look forward to nationals okay people?
Hurricanes all the way!!
on land in water, we rule!
make sure our destruction next time hits scale 10!
we've got each other and thus we have nothing to fear
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