Saturday, May 27, 2006
i'm this cockroach you can't kill
destroy me you'll never will
haha
the more you try to put me down
the higher i will climb
the show has just begun.
sit back, relax, it's my show time.
i came across one poem from a book which totally descibes what i am feeling right now:
I Am, I Can, I Will
I AM - two small words, and yet,
It's a powerful "place" in which to be.
It's my life, and I'm living it,
I am everything you see.
I am responsible for my actions,
And all the things I say and do.
I am responsible for my behaviour,
And how I interact with you.
I am responsible for my level of work,
And the choices that I make.
I am responsible for the values I profess,
And for the ways that I communicate.
I CAN- two small words, and yet,
It's a powerful "place" in which to be.
It's my life, and I'm living it,
Travelling the land, sky and sea.
I can earn the respect of others,
And gain their friendship true.
I can honor all things living, and
Take care of my mind, health and body too.
I can do my best each day.
And I can know my best is great.
I can continue to progress,
And move closer to my fate.
I WILL- two small words, and yet
It's a powerful "place" to be.
It's my life, and I'm living it,
I will be everything, just wait and see.
I will use my talents wisely,
Learn to manage the moods of life.
I will respect my ups and downs,
Ask for help in overcoming strife.
"I will" is a promise to see clearly;
it reveals my strength to win,
As i arrive at mutual resolutions,
And look for my answers from within.
I'm young, still learning, growing, changing,
Yet i have ideals, noble goals and plans,
For things like a healthy environment,
World peace and crime-free land.
No longer a child, yet not an adult
I am a teenager still.
But don't underestimate my value,
Because I am, I can and I will.
By Jennifer Leigh Youngs
from Taste Berries for Teens
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Friday, May 26, 2006
I can finally move my finger!!
But it still kind of hurts a little. anyway, it will heal in no time.
Holidays are finally here!
I desperately needed it.
Can't wait to go back home on the 10th.
Strange how people change, huh?
I used to beg my parents to let me stay in Singapore for hol activities and stuff, but this time round, I really feel like going home.
Maybe it's due to the absence of softball practice. I really missed it a lot, man! I hope I can make it to NJ team. But first, I have to make sure that my results will be good enough to enter that school. Made a pact with Khris. JIA YOU! it's show time!
Anyway, I finally realised that your family will always be the one who got your back when things happen, that they will always be with you, how they always forgive you even when you let them down, how they tolerate all the nonsense that you do, how they know you inside out, how they care for you, cannot stop worrying about you.
Being the baby in the family, I always have my parents and brother to rely on. Then I start thinking: what have i done for them? what have i done to make them proud of me?
I just realised that my family has always been there for me. Even though they are miles away.to say the truth, I really miss them a lot. Everytime I go back home, it's only for a couple of weeks. When school reopens, I have to come back. Given a choice, I really don't want to leave.
I want to be where my family is.Cause that's where I know I will belong, where doors will always be open for me. Where I have my mum, dad and bro. not to forget my lovely dogs.
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Yeah baby!
I WATCHED MY FIRST LEGAL NC 16 movie!
It's no big deal la actually. Just that it's my first legal one.
Caught the movie with xueli and supposedly, jipeng, but mr monotone is not old enough to watch.
anyways, the movie is quite good.
so yeah, shall not divulge anything here just in case you guys are going to watch it.
I have to agree with edmund ng. if you read the book before the watching the movie, the movie will disappoint you, but nonetheless, i still think it's good la.
anyway, we were in the same theatre as zhiyang.
I saw my dream car while walking out of the school gate.
I really cannot understand the teachers in our school sometimes, especially a certain science teacher.
Hello? I missed ONE of your tests because I was sick. And you want to write comments on my report book saying that i ALWAYS miss your bio tests? IT WAS JUST ONE TEST! What do you want from me? What the hell. You ALWAYS make a mountain out of a molehill. Why can't teachers pay more attention to their students' achievements instead of trying to find faults. It was ONE BLOODY TEST! JUST ONE! Do you think you deserve my respect, TEACHER?
Let me tell you one thing: When have i handed my homework late? When have i not complete all the work you gave? And if I am not interested, why should i bother reading bio textbooks and listening to your lessons and copy notes? Who spent 30 minutes every lesson talking nonsense and finding something to blame us instead of using the valuable time to teach?
Who should complain about who now? You or ME?
Damn. i was so darn pissed off.
and the issue with our school tie, i really want to know which idiot suggested the idea of having a school tie. It only adds another reason for teachers to punish us. thanks a lot, junior, whoever you are. next time, keep your mouth shut.
Urgh. school sucks.
O levels please arrive soon! I WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS STUPID SCHOOL!! and away from crazy teachers who makes their students crazy as well.
what the hell what the hell what the hell!!!!!
and to the idiots who have nothing better to do: get off my friend's back okay? if i ever find out who you are, i will make sure you regret every single bad thing that you have said about her.
i will break your tongue, i tell you. you better pray i wont come and find you.if she is san ba, then i think you san ba times a billion zillion times also not enough. who is the one gossiping ah, san ba? go eat shit la. by the way, comparing you guys and shit, shit pales in comparison in how hideous and disgusting you are. at least shit fertilises soil, but you? you are nothing but a useless stinko lousy person.
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Sprained my finger while playing during lunch today.
Not the first time.
Anyways, we beat 4/5 and 3/3.
But lost to 3/1.
We did not get into second round but everyone of us played hard.
And teamwork is more important than everything else.
du and ser entered all stars.
congrats!
we rawk yea??!!
its only two days but im glad i went through it with you all. =D
just want to say lousy sportsmanship to the people who diaoed us during the game.
you guys played hard, and you lost.but that does not mean that you guys suck at playing the game.
you suck because you have no sportsmanship.
YAY. tomorrow watching da vinci with xueli.
to c: thanks for offering, but dont want to waste your money to accompany me watch another time. thanks anyways. see you next time alright?
I totally have no mood to go to school lo.
even though holidays = extra lessons, i still want the weekends to come fast.
I AM SO TIRED!!
i think my juniors rawk.
secured at least a silver medal for zone tournament.
but i have a confidence in them getting the Gold on thursday
jia you kays? you guys can do it de!
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Monday, May 22, 2006
First and foremost, HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO SIXIAN! HOPE THAT YOU EAT YOUR CHICKEN RICE HAPPILY!
To Yubing: I'm serious about what i told you just now. It's like, I did my part. It is time that they open their golden mouth. If pride means so much to them more than us, then I feel sorry for myself for having such friends. If they insist that we are asking too much and too unreasonable, then tell them how many times they have let us down and how many times they take us for granted. Life is not always about them, when have they ever spared a thought for us? I am done with always being the one with my head down. This time, why should i? They have exceeded my limit. I really am darn disappointed.
Anyway, had our first inter class netball against 4/3.
We have Du, aun, ser,claud, christina, elaine and me against samuel, donglin,sherwin, michelle and one more i forgot who.
I tried to do the impossible: intercepting samuel and sherwin's passes.
And I failed, like duh.
We lost. 8-3
Tomorrow we have 3 more games.
And tomorrow we have xueli!!
Yep, so our scorers will be more qiang.
GO 406!!
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