Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Life's been normal.
Normal for a sec 4 student, yeah.
Time is moving super fast.
I really cannot believe it sometimes.
I have seen my brother, cousins, friends going through this sec 4 stage and right now, I'm going through it myself.
Haven't been having Softball for like a week already.
Missed it so much.
Suddenly feel like my life's becoming dull without Softball.
It's school, lessons, remedials, extra lessons, tests, books, home, study again and bla bla bla.
Let's take an example.
During a super boring lesson, your mind start to drift away to something after school. Yup. Softball. Then, in like a month's time, it suddenly occur to you that you're not supposed to go training anymore. And that you are not going to wear that jersey and play with the team again.
Unlike some of them, I don't have training on weekends, cause DUH, I'm not good enough.
Dad is right. I don't have the talent in sports, and I won't go far playing sports. It's still an important part of me, but I finally realise that I should focus on what I should be doing and set my goals for the future. Some of my teammates may take what I have said here wrongly. But I hope you guys will understand. I have my other dreams too.
About playing Softball again in JC, I'm really not sure now.
It depends whether I really end up in JC or I should just take the management course in poly.
To say the truth, I don't know.
And ya.
Finally there's something that made me feel better today.
This complicated feeling within me is gone.
and i hope my friends will stop talking about it.
I really do not want it.
I really do not feel it.
So please, don't talk about it anymore.
The joke is going too far.
If what you said is true, Khris, then it's not very good if we continue to take it as a form as entertainment, you get me?
yeah. and to bud too.
The haze is starting to disappear slowly.
My mind's becoming clearer and clearer day by day.
I feel so calm now.
Serenity
Peace
the way i like it
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