Friday, March 10, 2006
Dinner tonight is lousy man.
not the food.
but the fact that i cannot even enjoy my dinner after an exhausting day.
my parents were like totally unhappy with my results.
and yeah, I was feeling lousy as well.
I mean, I really care about my studies and future.
And I'm really trying hard to get good marks.
I'm not the kind who heck care about grades, you know.
But why drag Softball in again?
Like everytime they say, Softball is just your leisure activity, and your friends will not be there for you anymore when you leave school and everything.
But the thing is, Softball and my friends are the ones who are always around me at the present moment.
Softball is why I have dreams, Softball is why I have the courage to pursue my dreams, Softball is why I am happy, Softball helps me forget my loneliness.
My friends may not be forever, but they are with me right now.
And when I'm sad and unhappy, they are the ones that i turn to.
They are the ones who understand how i feel.
We cry and laugh and play together. It means everything to me right now.
Softball is why I have life.
I know you are disappointed in my results this term.
But give me another chance.
I'll prove it.
To you both, to kor, and to everyone else.
I'm not useless.
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