Sunday, February 05, 2006
Tests Tests Tests
One after another day after day week after week month after month
to prepare ourselves for the huge one in November
O level chinese results coming out
I don't wanna think about it
It makes me sick
But it's like I don't have the mood for tests and exams right now
In my head there's only the tournament.
It's not a big deal for others, but for the softballers, it's a battle.
and I want to know,
if you guys will cheer for me like how you cheered for them when they have a match and a performance.
but hey, i think you guys may not even have a clue that my first match is just 10 days away.
then again, you guys are not obliged to do so.
thing is, you guys never did.
maybe you guys just don't know how important and how anxious i am before every game.
like how much thinking i need to do to calm myself down.
it's alright.
i have my teammates with me, and the sans too.
anyway, went to coach's house for dinner and stayed overnight with the rest.
played anti-monopoly and slept in this two comfy bed cum sofa joined together.
ate and slacked around a lot.
training's been very serious in my point of view.
and we finished our fifty throws.
i just love my team.
and there's no reason why.
cause i just do.
and that,
is definitely true.
i think when you have no reason for loving someone or something, that is the real true love.
i'll miss softball and coach and juniors after i graduate.
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