Wednesday, November 23, 2005
I am so tired and dirty and sticky
Just came home from lunch with coach, ang cece and angie.
Ate at the thai muslim there opposite beauty world.
Curry chicken and fish head.
superbly delicious, although i think i ate more of the rice instead.
Why we end up there for lunch?
Let me see.
Since our dear school refused to open up our SOFTBALL FIELD for our training, we have to go to chij bukit timah to train.
I mean like, they even call the field soccer field when there is not even a school soccer team. Come on man. We had won medals for the school and they took away our only place to train.
Do you know how pathetic it is to just train on the pathetic volleyball court?
Like what the hell.
And when the SOFTBALL field was in good condition, some guys just went inside and play soccer. excuse me, you kick the ball or you kick the grass?
I really cannot stand the school. Which side they are bias towards, it's so obvious.
So unfair.
We should just put Hurricanes at the back of the jersey instead of the school name.
anyway, ya so went to chij bukit timah to train.
today's s training was okay ba.
finally some fielding on the field and situational play.
man, i really gotta put my glove on the ground and my eyes on the ball. stupid bad habit of not doing so.
come on eveline, you can!
so the field is all muddy and wet
then we played against one another.
i will not tense up even though i have two strikes on me. i will still eye the ball and everything.
but the balls that i hit are so lousy. i think i need to change my batting position. maybe go a little lower and stabilise both legs. next training i'll try.
i'm really sorry i kind of get restless during the last inning.
i should persevere till the end.
i should encourage my teammates.
but it's so hard to be the one supporting when all around you see "i'm so bored" faces of your teammates.
i really don't know what else to do.
cause it's all in the nature of humans.
what should i do?
anyway we ended training like around 1?
so i rushed to je to meet khris to go register at the tuition centre.
then rushed back to bukit timah to meet cec they all for lunch.
i miss you
i need you
but i will have to live without you
evey__** stepped on your garbage at