simple life with big dreams

This is what I just ate. It's an Indonesian pancake. With cheese and chocolate. =D yummy

Buffet. But I never get to see him.

this is BUFFET.

penny & I

charie

charie & penny

hey people!

I've been eating and eating and eating. But no fret, cause i've been doing my exercises.

I kind of enjoying home right now. I mean, I've been alone most of the time when I'm in Sg, but my house now is like so crowded, so I'm really happy cause I've got company. =D

Yep. I'm not bored, YET.

There are loads of things to do here, at least up till now,the fact that I had just been home for 2 days. I am going to watch goblet of fire again with my bro, cause he havent watch yet. yeah. and i can do that cause the cost of the movie tickets here are like 5 bucks.

i am going to restock my dvd collection too!

my bro's working at my dad's company now. So ya, maybe there will be a change. my close friends will know what i'm talking about. let's just say, maybe i am going to be free. let's not mention it here ya?

i have been doing my homework. i started with geography and i am halfway through finishing the whole assignment.

planning to go the beach, which is like a 2 1/2 hour drive from my house.

yeah. my dad's buying me a BAT!! 25 oz is it cec?

and 5 kg weights too.

my dad bought this massage chair!!

how nice if it is in sg, then i can have massage everytime i come home from softball trainings.

yeah, so for those who wants me to get dvds, tell me by tomorrow cause i may only be going there once!

evey__** stepped on your garbage at 8:51 PM

Heyhey
Guess where I am now.
At the Airport.
Yes, I am that bored.
I have like 9 minutes left using this com and I will be boarding in like one hour's time.
I'll be flying off here at 12.50 pm if everything goes well as planned.
Yixuan's here with me!!!
Her flight is 1 pm to thailand.
So I gotta go in first.
Walked around my usual airport hangouts.
Dahh.
Aun's over at terminal one.
Erwin's flying already.
Hope to see you at Jakarta man!
Yup.
I'd better go.
=D
See you all.
I'll be flying back 26 DEC!
26 DEC okay??!!
I am still contactable via my mobile phone.
=P
And i am still taking orders.
Must constantly remind me lest i forget.
See ya and miss me!!

evey__** stepped on your garbage at 11:11 AM

Yeah
So i am officially ALONE now.
maid's gone back.
terrible aunt's gone too.
i'm not gonna miss my aunt though, i'm glad i'm finally out of her clutches and constant nagging.
i may be fifteen but i've spent years living on my own.
i have survival skills okay...
don't look down on me
never ever

i'm gonna miss my maid however.
two years
and most of the time when i am at home, it was with her.
so yeah.
gonna miss her and everything.

Am i really so difficult to understand?
All i want is to be normal.
But everything in my life now seems so unrealistic.
i yearn for something more
something more close and real to my heart
something that touches me deep
something that can really make me smile
something that can take away all the loneliness and pain

2 days to 1st Dec
Loads of people flying away on the 1st of Dec
Yixuan to Thailand and a couple of others flying off somewhere else well.
Hope to meet you all at the airport.
=D

evey__** stepped on your garbage at 12:46 PM

Heyy
Today's training was alright la.
Was in the same batting group with jia wen and kristel.
I began to have hope and faith in kristel.
You go girl!!
=D
Then we did this fielding thingy and it was quite fun la.
Did push ups...
Then got this shouting words pertaining with softball game.

After that went to chinatown with angie, xueying and yixuan cause i brought angie to the chinese physician cause she sprained her ankle.
lol then we were like trying to find banda street.
it was as if we are playing amazing race.
cause my uncle and aunt always bring me there mahz, so i don't know how to go by bus.
but we managed to find it laa
and it was near xy's house and she didn't know.
lol. you're forgiven.
ended up xy know the doctor's grandson.
what a coincidence.
then we went to people's park centre eat kfc.
after that we went home.

got loads of stuff to do!!
like for example, clean up my room, do some homework... etccc
hope i can get things done asap.

evey__** stepped on your garbage at 4:43 PM

5 days to going back home!
I want to see my new dog!
Her name is Charie, another pomeranian.
It was a pity Buffet had been given away cause he keeps drooling all over the place and doing nothing but sleeping.
I did not even have the chance to see him.
Penny's getting inactive cause she's getting old.
But she's still number 1 in my heart.

Happy Birthday to my Mum!
Heard from her this morning that my Dad's organising the dog show again.
Dad said I could take Charie to the dog show.
I remembered the time when I took Penny a few years back and we won Junior Champion then. Although we missed the "Best of the breed" show.
So I hope Charie can have the chance this time.

The past two days have been softballing.
Was having training at ijbt on friday.
Had combined training with the pri sch kids.
Then there was this girl whom i totally cannot stand.
She's those typical "Only I have the right to say something so you shut up" type.
Which is the kind of people I totally detest.
Did batting sets with waifoon.
I bat until my blister burst again.
Even though I had my batting glove on.
It's kind of in a not so good condition right now.
But yeah, it doesn't matter.
After training we went to dismantle the fence.
But guess what?
There were HUGE ANTS inside the fence!
The few of us were like screaming and everything.
They were sooo HUGE
yuck.
Just thinking about it now made my hairs stand.
Brrr

Anyway, after that some of us went to IMM.
Then Cec and I went to cut hair.
Shall not talk about that.
Let's just say, I'm going to wear a cap wherever I go for at least a month.

Yesterday was open house.
We were supposed to play against each other in our SOFTBALL FIELD.
At first some gay teacher told us we cannot use cause his students need to launch rockets.
No offence, but excuse me, which CCA needs the field more?
Damn.
What the hell. In the end we did not even get to use the field.
F*** la.
Just ban the field from the soccer boys lo.
They kicked the grass, not the ball.
We need the field to train.
For god's sake.
Damn damn damn

So in the end we didnt get to use the field.
Then we go for what?
In the end we ended up playing water boms.
Then got spammed by coach, chng, miss saw and auntie elizabeth.
they tricked us to play this bonding game then while we were trying to solve the problem they attacked us with water boms from behind.
lol. and ended up we played water and made each other wet.
The only sec 3s playing were me, cec and yubing la.
So yeah, I don't know what to say lo.
I guess the rest are just to mature to have fun.
I mean, we are only fifteen.
Why so eager to grow up?
You have all the time in the world to grow.
So have fun now!
Correct or not, yubin and cec?
=D
So was playing around with juniors.
mainly, cindy, xin hui, mel, jiawen, xueyao, waifoon and ziyi!!
lol.
me and cec were so pro.
so basically it was like that la.
Then cec and i left early cause she gotta go bao guan and I don't feel like staying le so I went home.

Tomorrow's training in school.
And we still cannot use the field.
=(
Can the school ever understand?

I will never miss those days when i'm doing sai gang.
cause I'm doing it all the time.
maybe i'm born to do sai gang.
or rather, maybe i am too full of myself.
which is the real me
i still don't know.

evey__** stepped on your garbage at 4:12 PM