Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Yeah
So i am officially ALONE now.
maid's gone back.
terrible aunt's gone too.
i'm not gonna miss my aunt though, i'm glad i'm finally out of her clutches and constant nagging.
i may be fifteen but i've spent years living on my own.
i have survival skills okay...
don't look down on me
never ever
i'm gonna miss my maid however.
two years
and most of the time when i am at home, it was with her.
so yeah.
gonna miss her and everything.
Am i really so difficult to understand?
All i want is to be normal.
But everything in my life now seems so unrealistic.
i yearn for something more
something more close and real to my heart
something that touches me deep
something that can really make me smile
something that can take away all the loneliness and pain
2 days to 1st Dec
Loads of people flying away on the 1st of Dec
Yixuan to Thailand and a couple of others flying off somewhere else well.
Hope to meet you all at the airport.
=D
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