Thursday, November 17, 2005
Hey peeps,
just came back from tiong
watched hp and goblet of fire with softballers
don't wanna spoil the surprise for those who wants to go and watch it so i shall not say anything now.
early in the morning, i was awaken by the thunder. it was raining cats and dogs at about 3 am.
then went to sch for chem remedial and I was like the earliest.
i think i totally wasted the morning cause see only teaches carboxylic acid and he spent like 1 hour only. like what the...
then sx, kassie, eliza and me were like stoning in the canteen then we left at about 11 to make our way to tiong.
met up with the rest already then we go eat lunch.
i so xin tong la.
im like really broke for this month and everything.
feel so pathetic.
cec and i were like why are we always have to suffer cause we have not enough money.
like i said, money is not everything, but it is a necessity.
then i said we will chu ren tou di one day.
before the movie we were like walking around and everything.
then we agreed on going out together to buy clothings for next year that grooming course thingy and the prom night.
we will wear about the same kind of thing so you criticise one softballer, you criticise the other seven. haha.
and I think I will fail the course.
I don't give a damn man.
I will just go and waste money attending the course.
as if we will all going to apply what we have learnt there at home and anywhere else.
after the movie we walked around for a while and xue and I bought nalgene bottle! 1 litre.
and my back was aching too.
as usual la.
like after every training everybody will have somewhere aching one.
and i just wanna say,
i am happy that i am being treated as an equal by my friends or maybe the closer ones.
but i will really appreciate if they bear in mind that in my blood, i am an indonesian. i am born there. so no matter how unruly my fellow people are, i am a part of them and i will be grateful if you guys don't comment on them in front of me. this explains why i dislike people who practices racism.
yep.
so tomorrow got chem remedial again.
and it better be fruitful.
and then there will be training again.
come on eveline.
push yourself harder.
you want to play next year
so prove that you are up to it.
evey__** stepped on your garbage at